Before you decide what you want to be in life, or make any decision, you need to pray about it first;and, you need to get consent from God, you can't do anything without him. All of your knowledge,wisdom comes from him.
Ask for his direction,without it you will run into a dead end. God has his way of giving you peace in certain situations; and,
keep in mind that's it's about him not you remember to stay humble.